lesson today was argh! the teacher was argh! subject was argh! but i manage to survive it. and im not looking forward to the test on fri. and i think i will just die when i see the test paper this fri.

who ever say pharm chem was easy!

i feel like i just dug my own grave.

class was so argh! that i had to do something else before i go mad seeing all the chem terms and equation and trying to understand this compound mixing with this compound what will happen to the electrons and whats not. seriously if you were to ask me i wont even bother what is the chemisty that is happening in my body when i take the medicine. i just have to know whether after taking the medicine what are the side effects that will occur.

the teacher wasnt much of a help.

i still have another 12 more lesson of pharm chem before i can seriously throw chem out of my brain and look forward to a more interesting module.

sometimes i wonder whether was taking advance dip a right choice, sometimes i wonder why i am working so hard when everyone else is enjoying their time at home or out with their friend and i am stuck in sch during the hols looking at horrible chem terms and equations. sometimes i wonder why i had the intention to do advance dip when i can have a more relax life in poly!!!!! sometimes i feel like emailing the person in charge to tell her that i feel like dropping advance dip.

and when all this sometimes comes into my mind i will decide its time to sleep and not bother about it cos i know that i am starting to think too much.

so good night.